Getting the sad part out of the way for good

Daddy was put in an orphanage when he was a baby.This lady I knew as Nanny-up-the-smoke(she lived in Hackney in London)fostered him.He found out he had a brother,when he grew up,but he lost contact with him.Daddy committed suicide when he was 39.He went under a train.I was only 10 years old then.